touch and go
up and down, and not yet theoretizing why.
My mood still feels exceptionally fragile, motivation is a rare thing, and I had a few moments of super-intense antisociality/crowd-anxiety on Friday. On the other hand, we actually did some work on the house this weekend, with substantially less sturm-und-drang (sp?) than usual.
Dunno how much of it has to do with adjusting brain chemicals, and how much with intense attention to my moods and habits. Don’t really care, at this point.
More than anything, I’m trying to hold back the sensation of being entirely overwhelmed by…well, everything.
