more consolidation and clarification

I’m giving up FreeGeek. I just don’t have enough emotional and mental capacity for it, not to mention not really enough actual free time. It’s probably not a great time for me to be doing so as far as the future of the group is concerned, but I can’t worry about that now.

I also cleaned off my laptop’s desktop (!) and cleaned out my email. Now I won’t feel overwhelmed every time I turn on my computer.

today we went up to Tacoma and got “carpet tile”: which we will be putting down, hopefully soon, in a lovely variety of colors and patterns.

this week we’re going to give the whole “buttoning up the house” thing another go, with me on vacation between now and Labor Day. I’m going to ride to the YMCA tomorrow, to see about getting a membership. either that, or finding a good gym around here.

what I really wanted to say today, in my farewell letter, was that trying to be in freegeek almost wrecked my marriage, and excerbated my depression. but I thought that was TMI…so I’m telling the whole internet, instead.

I know what I want to do when I have more energy, but I don’t want to talk about it yet. feels too much like jinxing it.