moral hazards ahead

I linked to “Gladwell’s piece on health insurance & moral hazard”:http://www.newyorker.com/fact/content/articles/050829fa_fact through my delicious list yesterday, and today I got around to reading it all.

I may have mentioned here before that we got married so C could get on my dental insurance. (in response to a question I got years ago from a baffled colleague: we live together because we love each other; we got married for “the man.”)

Honestly, I think the moral-hazard argument is a sin. And I’m not even religious.

Most of the last 8 years, I’ve been with Group Health, but last year (2004) we switched to another plan, because the monthly was way cheaper. For the first time I had an annual deductible to deal with. I can say for certain that it changed how I dealt with health care. I honestly think it may have taken me longer to deal with the headaches I had that winter/spring than it might’ve otherwise, because the money question was different.

And I was in pain. Luckily, it didn’t turn out to be anything very serious, mostly just muscle tension. On the flip side, that means I was suffering with headaches…and being less productive…because I didn’t want to spend the money.

Again, we got married so C could get his wisdom teeth removed. What the hell kind of country do we live in where that can happen? He hadn’t been to the dentist in years, either. I didn’t go myself from the time I left home (my last appointment: followup from wisdom teeth removal!) until I got my first job that offered insurance. Again, I was lucky; my teeth were in good shape.

All in all, the time I was uninsured wasn’t very long: about a year, all told. But in that year, I mashed my big toe and had a UTI, both of which went longer than they should’ve before getting treatment. I’m realizing, I think with new force, that I’m actually doing pretty well, financially, even if it all seems more precarious than I’d like.

But that doesn’t reduce my sense of outrage.

seeking to continue the forward motion

tomorrow I go back to work. ::sigh:: honestly, I don’t want to stop hanging out at home.

we didn’t get as much done as we might’ve, but it was more than we got done last time, and I’m relatively positive about the forward progress. moreover, I’m feeling more orderly and creative. a normal home seems almost within reach, and I can envision new projects and new ideas.

I know it’s going to be a struggle to keep up that energy once I go back to the usual grind. experience says as much.

so I gave myself an artificial boost/deadline, which is something that always helps me get things done.

my birthday is next Saturday, and C and I were talking about what I might want to do. we started talking about house things we could get done, and I said I would love to get the house painted.

so I invited over some local friends for a house-painting party, because that’s really all I want for my birthday. because the house really needs to be painted before it starts raining again — which will be soon enough — and this pokes me/us to do all the prep work this week. (yipes.) hopefully people will be willing to help, although I’ll admit it’s not much for a party, even with pizza & cake. (Edith has already RSVP’d, but then again, she has a sprained ankle. hrm.)

I don’t think any of the folk who read this thing are local enough to join, but if you are, or just feel like a random trip to WA, you are welcome…leave a comment and I’ll send you the vitals.

maybe, maybe, maybe, by the time September is over, by C’s birthday, we’ll have this place back to being a real house. there’ll still be plenty to do, but maybe we won’t be driving each other quite so crazy.