emergency weblog; or: epersonae; or: elaine nelson

in which I write about stuff

Archives for November 2001

wow…blast from the past. I’m

wow…blast from the past. I’m remembering a tupperware container that mom had (probably still does) which was exactly the right size for the large block of velveeta. damn, I need that now!

yeah, that’s the short version.

yeah, that’s the short version. the long version is not entirely for public consumption. but no, work was pretty good today. I feel like I’m really settled into my job, like I have some degree of mastery over my domain. probably an illusion, but what are you gonna do? and the revision of chapter 4 [...]

why is it always this

why is it always this way? I just wanted to do something cool, but it was entirely the wrong thing, and now I feel like shit. maybe I should just go for a big walk or something.

yeah, I finally did it.

yeah, I finally did it. always painful, of course, but I feel more virtuous afterwards. someday, I wanna have a chunk of money, and no debts to pay. yeah, like that’s gonna happen.

yes, I’m procrastinating. I hate

yes, I’m procrastinating. I hate writing checks, damnit! but this is the week when I’m supposed to be getting it back together, right? after all, I’m pretty much over my cold, and my hard drive at work is all taunty the way I like it, and I got paid, and the car is in the [...]