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surprisingly thoughtful — even deep — responses.(tags: religion)
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::sigh:: I wish.(tags: bicycling)
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“I have gone back to Pound’s Cantos to find out if I was correct in so thoroughly getting over my initial enthusiasm” — me, I never had any enthusiasm, only irritation & disdain.(tags: writing)
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go MeFi! slimy nonprofit people make me absolutely crazy. (don’t get me started….)(tags: nonprofit blogosphere)
goal!
On April 11, 2007, I first started weighing myself, thinking vaguely about losing weight.
On May 21, I decided on a goal, including a specific weight and a specific date: February 8, 2008.
On December 16, I hit my goal weight for the first time.
On December 29, my trend line (for those late to the party, I’ve been weighing every day and using physicsdiet.com to track a weighted moving average) hit my goal weight.
I lost 44 pounds, about 4 dress sizes, and went from an Obese BMI to a Healthy one. This is what I did with 2007, so it seems fitting that it should be probably the last post of the year.
It’s been probably one of the best things I’ve done for myself in the last…well, honestly, quite possibly in my entire life: up there with learning web design, finally learning how to drive, and getting help for my depression.
Which, interestingly enough, this year coincided with the beginning of my weight loss. I don’t think it’s any coincidence, though. I needed to get back in therapy, to do some work on my own, and to get my medication sorted out to be able to do this. And at the same time, doing this has fed positively into my mental health over and over again over the course of the year.
I know it’s vanity, but I love the exclamations that I’ve gotten from people as they notice. It’s good to have people notice.
My FIL cracked me up last week, when MIL broached the subject, very gently, as some people do. They asked how I’d done it, and I gave my short/stock answer: “Eating less food. Getting more exercise.” FIL faux-exclaimed: “Why, that’s un-American? Why can’t my daughter-in-law take a pill or something?!” It was sort of sweet.
The long version of the short answer is pretty much the same as it’s always been:
- I weigh myself every day. I plan on doing this for pretty much the rest of my life.
- I plan to eat 500 calories a day less than what I generally needed. In the first couple of months, I did a lot of calorie-counting, to be able to see and know what the right amount of calories look like.
- I do not forbid myself any particular foods, or even worry that much about changing the content of my diet, only adjusting to get the right amount of calories and to keep myself from getting too hungry at any point. (I tried a lot of different particular combinations and found things that worked for a little while at a time.)
- I’ve increased my physical activity. Until November or so, that meant bike commuting. I put almost 1000 miles on my bike computer from April thru December. The last couple of months, I’ve switched to more walking and using the elliptical trainer.
And that’s pretty much it. I’ve been kinda hungry occasionally, but not that often. I did discover that it’s very hard for me to keep on track if I bake, so I’m keeping that to baking for other people.
I suppose that’s why the external validation helps — sometimes it just feels like not that big a deal, and it help to hear that, yeah, maybe it is.
Up next — maintenance. Working out what my new calorie level looks and feels like. Keeping on track through day-to-day stuff. Maybe dropping a little bit more, gradually, until I hit a good set point.
And OMG: buying new clothes! Right now, I have 3 work outfits. Seriously. I’ve gone through 2 complete wardrobes, pretty much. I think there’s a thrift store shopping spree in my near future, now that I’ve stabilized my clothing size.
Now maybe this can start being a little less of a weight-loss blog, and more something else. I dunno, maybe writing honestly about where things are with the house remodel? (ugh) But that’s for another day. Today, I celebrate!
links for 2007-12-30
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that sounds pretty reasonable.(tags: kitchen)
links for 2007-12-29
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Oddly enough, I’m partial to the tool built into MSWord. I spent a lot of time with it last year (?) rewriting stuff at Pierce.
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I *think* this is the one that will do what I want, but I’m not entirely sure. My calendar situation is really annoying right now.
links for 2007-12-28
white christmas?!
I’d have to say that this year was one of the better Christmases I’ve had in the last decade or so. (The weekend before was a little crazy, but everything evened out in time for the holiday.) As usual, a “good” holiday for me means mellow, more than anything else. We had Xmas Eve just the two of us, opening gifts and watching LoTR. I gave him Talisman, which he’s been wanting since his birthday, and he gave me several small silly things, including a rain cape to wear biking.
Mom and Elizabeth sent up their usual box, and two of the gifts I got from them were exceptionally special. Mom sent a copy of the 1963 Good Housekeeping cookbook in mint condition, which sounds weird, but it was the cookbook we all used most heavily when I was growing up. Mom’s famous mac & cheese is based on a recipe from that cookbook. Yes, I have a copy of it with all the mods, but it’s very special to have the original, and to thumb through it looking at all sorts of other recipes. (More about that later.)
Elizabeth gave me the 2nd PostSecret book, which almost caused me to burst into tears instantaneously. I used to read PostSecret a lot when I was in my darker moments. It’s beautiful, painful, and funny all at once. I think I surprised C with my reaction, since he had no idea what that even was.
We slept in a bit on Christmas morning; Mom called and I talked to her for a bit. Apparently Elizabeth (hi!) read my last sunday scribblings poem, because Mom asked if C would like her to make him a Christmas stocking for next year. 🙂
Then more LoTR, and donuts. Xmas Eve, when I was flipping through the cookbook, I saw a recipe for donuts and made the dough to chill overnight. Tried rolling, cutting, and frying them in the morning. I burnt 2, and discovered later that home-made donuts don’t keep, but the ones we had Christmas morning were delicious. Cake-style, warm, a little crispy around the edge, and perfectly sweet w/out any toppings. I’ll definitely be doing that again.
Mid-day we went to C’s parents — but shortly before we left, it! started! snowing!!!1!!1! 🙂 I’ve seriously never had snow on Christmas before, so when I looked out the window and saw ginormous wet flakes falling, I started bouncing! down! the! hall! and shrieking like a little girl. It snowed the whole way up, and for a little bit after we got there, but stopped and didn’t stick. It stuck a bit in Oly, but mostly just froze into a slick icy crust the next morning.
After visiting with the ‘rents, we went to a friend’s house for dinner with his family, which we did last year. Great food and welcoming company. The prime rib was unspeakably amazing, as before, but I managed to keep my equilibrium and eat just enough, not any more. (C’s parents and our friend’s mom both commented on my weight loss, which was lovely for my ego. My trendline is .16 pounds away from my goal; once I get there I have a whole other long post in mind.)Â Then home early, a bit more LoTR, and off to bed, peaceful and happy.
I hope all y’all’s Christmases and Solstices (etc) were equally enjoyable, and Happy New Year!
links for 2007-12-27
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“this new feature has actually RUINED CHRISTMAS for my family” — ouch. although not terribly surprising. that’s why I wouldn’t think of sharing. (although, yes, I do use del.icio.us, but there I KNOW what I’m saving is for the whole world.)
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very clear! (sometimes I miss getting Tom’s subscription to the economist.)
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“After looking at all of the research, I couldn’t find a single reason to keep my crisper.” no kidding. I’m thinking about moving yogurt cups into one and wacky little condiments (or butter?) into the other.
links for 2007-12-25
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interesting, although not very surprising. but: “ALT tag”?! never mind that it’s the wrong terminology, the real problem is that their “solution” cuts screen-reader folks out of the ability to use online banking at all. has nobody thought about that?
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“I believe that every single person on the planet would benefit from talk therapy” — also, the last paragraph rawks.
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useful SLR-buying tips, I think. (click thru to Sifry’s recommendations.)
sunday scribblings: holiday memories
I realized last night that I need to start writing poetically and/or fictionally about where I’m at right now with the house and other things before I can go on to any other stories.
I’m not sure if I’m at all happy with this particular poem, but I’m glad I tried for it. Maybe I’ll come back in a few days and edit.
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in a stack of boxes in the back of a closet
is one marked “XMAS” in black sharpie
in his clear & tidy printing
in the attic of my mother’s house
is a box 3 feet square, at least
this one is smaller
small enough to pick up
light enough to carry easily
no glass balls in this box
we’ve never had a tree big enough
to need them
but in a silver box from the Gap
that must’ve held a gift once
4 matched clear glass ornaments
from a friend, from the year
that I stuffed a full-size tree
into a studio apartment
and from that same year
a similar number of starched lace snowflakes
and a single impossibly tiny
origami swan in pink paper
plus two brass ornaments
from my childhood
engraved with my name and the year
1977, 1978
the rest of the box
is unopened lights
a handmade plaid treeskirt
3 dreidels
too much needlework
from my mother
also an amazing quilted table runner
in luscious greens and reds
gold and silver both
also from my mother
a stocking from my aunt
in the shape of a Victorian boot
pink and green, my name in looping white
it looks lonely pinned to the wall
with a pushpin
over the table where the presents are stacked
I keep forgetting to go looking
for a stocking for him, something
special that can go back into the box
come January
links for 2007-12-22
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my grandmother was born in New York in 1911. it’s strange for me to think of her as one of these little tykes.
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“I kidnapped Jon Stewart to do analysis for me.” heh.
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“How can we use the increasingly radio-saturated landscape for creative or functional purposes?†— extra-trippy.