the new design is beginning

the new design is beginning to take shape in my mind – probably not too different from the current site, but a nice little sprucing up. now I can’t make up my mind whether to go with a strong color…something like this…or a background image. goodness. i haven’t done a background image in ages & ages.

i know that this is

i know that this is a bad state for me, and i am going to go exercise to try & fight thru it. and clean the house, and pay the bills, and make dinner, and then maybe try to write. i’ve got a couple of page of aila waiting in my journal – maybe a good dive into that world will drag me out of this one.

oy. how very.

the ever modish angst-y depression. when does the real experience of emotion get transmuted into the artistic moment, and when does that artistic moment become blase & cliche?

i’m getting antsy to redesign

i’m getting antsy to redesign my site, only i don’t know where i want to go. i need a design concept.

i guess i’m looking for some big fun project to pull myself out of this funk. i feel low & cranky…the sad darkness hovers over my shoulder, waiting for the right moment to strike.

i find them sort of

i find them sort of confusing, but i really like my thursday afternoons off. all the time i need to read the work for tonight – this time, the rest of chapter 14 of matt’s book – and write my round robin assignment for the week. this was a tough one, plot wise, since it’s getting towards the end of this piece and the plot really does need to get moved along. i’ve no idea if i succeeded. i supposed bruce will let me know. 🙂