Month: October 2006

Friday night, and we’re watching Veronica Mars, I’m surfing the intarwebs (duh), and C is working on D&D stuff. Nice and mellow, which is just what I need right now.

Maddy’s still not back, and I’m not hopeful, but I’m also trying not to think about it too much.

(Also, the lawyer friend in Veronica Mars? Totally looks like my friend’s ex-boyfriend’s brother.)

Maddy showed up in one of my dreams last night.  It started as a dream about something else entirely, but I was standing in the front room, and she appeared from behind a bookcase, look up at me with that cranky “where’s my food” expression.

I started to describe the dream to C this morning, and he said, “please, don’t.”  Which is how I feel about it, too. I’m not really doing too super right now.  Strike that.  I’m doing really fscking crappy right now.

Change of season is starting to hit, too; tonight I ordered new lights for my bike, because in another week, it’ll be too dark to ride without them.  Hell, it’s probably a bit too dark now in the morning, but I ride anyway, because to not ride would be to go crazy.

And I’m close enough to that as it is.

making themselves comfortable, originally uploaded by epersonae.

We haven’t seen her since Friday, and that’s not like her. I don’t know if she’s dead or taken or what, but if you are in Olympia, keep an eye out for her. Please.